Expression;

Bleh. I’m getting so sick of people telling me how much weight I’ve been gaining.

Ima lose it all i promise!

Spring Break here i come~

Today, we were just driving around after church listening to my hillsongs cd on full blast. And all of a sudden I hear your voice, singing along. I don’t know if you could see me since my head was out the window feeling the early spring breeze, but i was cheesin so hard. I know you’re in a dark place at the moment, and you’ve been struggling with the same battles for a while now, but hearing you worship in my car showed me that not all hope is lost. Let’s keep each other accountable like we promised? Alright? Love you bro.

My heart is full of it.

Go away.

I can’t seem to forgive.

So um…. I need to learn how to dance

and stop being shy T___T

Phew. Just finished my essay for the Broad Prize Scholarship.

Wait, what?!!? I have to do 2 more essays!??

Eff it. Ima watch Family Guy.

I’ll do it later, I promise :)

Getting ready for college is stressful :/

Haeyoung: You remind me of Holden.

Me: From “The Catcher in the Rye?” Oh come on! I’m not that cynical.

Haeyoung: No, not like that. You want to catch people from falling, trying to save everyone from this world but you can’t. It’s not your decision. You can’t control it. These things just happen.

These things just happen…..

Those words keep ringing in my head.

I guess it’s up to me now

Should I take that risk or just smile?

What do you know
It happened again
What do you know…

Lies penetrate the heart.

Thoughts consume the mind.

And stress devours the body.

The worst part? It’s all a fabrication of the mind.

I did NOT need to know that.

Horrible day.

I tried to laugh things off,

but my sensitivity got the best of me.

Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day.

Maybe I’ll read a book at the park before church.

Yeah.. i think i’ll go do that….